Sunday, January 30, 2011

感言

想说，
别再怪你自己了~
别再对不起我了~
真的是“时机”吗？
我不知道........

我只知道谁都没有错~
或许我们开始得太快了~
没有真正了解对方的需求~
那应该是我的不对，抱歉。

看着照片，不懂是不是应该从相机中删除~
很矛盾~
想从记忆中消除，可是觉得这是不可能的！
所以，有所保留吧~

很谢谢你，明确的告诉我~坦白的高诉我~
至少没有拖泥带水~
拖到一个有后或更迟些再告诉我~
那时候，我们可能不能像现在一样，
还可以和对方说话~
有想过拯救它，可是当某人告诉我已经没希望了~
那一刻，是真的很痛！


还你钥匙圈，是觉得我不该拥有它~
我怕，我看到它的一天，我永远都走不出来~
还你的那一刻，对我来说是很大的勇气~
惨的是，自己都快要垮了~
崩溃了~
那一晚，哭得。。

想说的，都私自告诉你了。
希望你可以为自己的梦想成功！
这一个礼拜，我们一起加油吧~
我真的很想回到以前的我们。
朋友就好~
没有任何烦恼！

希望开学的我们会平复~
见到面，还会像以前一样~
大家一起哈拉！
时间会平复这一切~
一起加油吧~

你有上帝和朋友陪着你渡过~
我相信你一定可以的！
曾经觉得你是对的人，
可是这已经是过去了~

别忘了，你还有一班永远挺你到底的朋友！
真心相处的好朋友。
没有人会对你不好~
因为我们是和平解决的。
你也讲清楚自己要的是什么~
拜托，别逃避我就好了~
像以前一样，踩对方这样，真的很好玩！
release tension!!

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Emily, 真的很谢谢你~
谢谢你在我需要肩膀时，你特地过来我家安慰我~
谢谢你聆听我的心声~
你让我清楚自己要的是什么。

Stephen，很好的开导专家~
知道你很想帮助我们，可是，这一切已经很难了。
感谢你和christina那一晚载了我和Emily出去吃晚餐。
谈谈话~
舒服多了~
给了我很多意见。

你们真的很好~
我，真的好多了。。
答应大家，一个星期以后，
我一定会开开心心的回来！
最重要是，找回自己！

加油啦~


我还会有机会遇到这些花吗？？



这盏灯在我心中已经熄了~


谢谢你~曾经让我幸福过 =)
i look upon the moon and stars at 10:15 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Saturday, January 29, 2011

sigh~

或许这不是一个好的开始~
我也无话可说~
朋友都只说，太可惜了~
谢谢啦~我亲爱的朋友们。
没有你们的陪伴，我真的很寂寞~

夜深了~特别的寂寞~
大家都回家乡去了。
早就预想到会有这样的结果，或许就不应该开始。

其实没有人懂问题在哪里，谁都没有错~
时机吧~
我学会了“时机”这两个字~
感觉上，有点被耍了~
老实的说，我很讨厌~

在这狭窄的空间里，我不想讨厌任何人~
所以，还是早点放了吧~
对谁都好~

朋友们，谢谢你们的鼓励~
我知道那一晚你们都很想陪我~
还好，我已有心理准备~

加油吧~这个新年假期~
好好的想一想吧~

是你的就是你的~
不是的话，它也不会回来了~
i look upon the moon and stars at 11:59 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Thursday, January 27, 2011

its just speechless~

我会太过分吗？
知道老师对我的要求很高，
可是，我又一次次的让他失望了~
基本上，是很压力~
很怕自己变成了失败的那一群学生。
别人不断的在进步，我在一边的退步。

课业上的问题越来越烦恼~
好像没有一天是可以真正休息的。

一波又一波，
我要买的东西，好像似乎离我越来越远~
我也无话可说。
各各都在忙~

我不知道~
真的不知道~
我，似乎乱了方向~
不知自己是否的选择是对的~


i look upon the moon and stars at 12:18 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Saturday, January 22, 2011

oh~ dindi~

oh dindi~ you really killed me yesterday.
MBE changed their new system.
My band was kena stopped by the lecturer when i just finished the
duet between me and the vocalist.
my band din even start playing yet...

well, it seems like i ruined up the whole assessment.
Felt guilty and sorry to my bandmates.
yea, i knew me and the vocalist is not working together.
Well, i have to nail this song to gao gao!
coz most of all it will going to be chosen as our final exam.
=(

something happened this week la.
well , i dunno whether it is good or not.
someone gave me advice too.
maybe i should think about it.

assignment.....i m coming!!!
i look upon the moon and stars at 5:44 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Thursday, January 13, 2011

知足

做人要懂得知足~
所以，一定要珍惜身边的家人和朋友~

现在的我，
应该懂得知足~
不可以贪心~
停下脚步，看看周围的事物是朋友常告诉我的~
也对，2011 好像完全没关心身边的朋友~

因为，太多不可思议的事情都发生了~

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:28 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

stress + confusing~

mentally very stress to be honest.
have to think all my jury songs and band songs.
*help me*
luckily i got friends that always give me happiness.
if not, i will suffer.

yeap~confusing~
too many things to be done.
Everything is like clash together.
too many things to think~
ahhhh!!!!

sigh~


i look upon the moon and stars at 12:18 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Friday, January 7, 2011

can i walk back?

how i wish the days are still like my degree first sem.
The band list is out.
And I miss my first band very much.
drummer,bassist,vocalist and guitarist are all soo perfect.
Perfect arrangement for my band that time.

But now actually its still quite ok.
No complains from me too.
Maybe at first just wondering why so many juniors are in the band.
Just have to import some people...
well,
its a new semester.
Everything is new.
I have to work out something so that everything is happening!
its time to start our new journey.

Got into concert choir which was i felt very funny.
O--M--G
Alto...can i sing ?
nevermind, its just a call back list.
They can kick me out anytime.

Let's start the chapther of my new semester.
i look upon the moon and stars at 11:15 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

and the school bell rings~~~

ding dong ding dong~
early morning got excited and went to school to settle my bills.
and after that, all of us seems like still in genting mode~
a few of us went to Old Town for breakfast~
what a nice beginning of the semester =)

Theory 3 was my first class of the day.
Well, good luck.
Our theory 2 basic was not good enough
and ended up dunno what was the lecturer teaching.
Question marks all over the head
>.
Its like start from the beginning.

After that, we went for lunch.
Still the same...same gang of people again..
but i was wondering can we still maintain like this after first week?
haih~
maybe hard ba, but i really hope we can always gather together.
It feels really good and warm =)

Aural class was fine.
We got a good lecturer for this semester.

After that, went to Emily's mum hair salon for a haircut.
Everyone wanted a new style.
I am still the same.

This is how my first day of semester goes.
It was fun and exciting.
Friendship among us are getting better and better.
=)

Souvenirs from friends.


the countdown with part of the Heng's Grandchildren
sorry for the late photo~
i look upon the moon and stars at 12:36 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Saturday, January 1, 2011

its 1-1-2011

welcome to the year of 2011~
i wish everyone always healthy and wealthy.

went to Queensbay to countdown last night.
It was quite crowded but the fireworks really disappointed us a lot.
not as much as previous year.
however, this year was the 1st year i celebrated with my relatives
and cousins.
I felt warm when i celebrated with them.
Chit chat and bully those small ones..
hahaha XD

Anyway, school is going to reopen on Monday.
2 months of holidays is going to end so soon.
I regret that i did not practise much during this sem break.
I think TK gonna kill me~~

however, cant wait to meet my friends
but i have to say bye bye to my lovely land-Penang.
Its time to say goodbye.
Thanks to my family and friends here.
I love them so much.
i look upon the moon and stars at 11:35 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon