Monday, November 30, 2009

bless me ~

recently, i found my left ear got problem d~
sigh~
and told my parents about that.
requested that i wanna go and meet the doctor again.
"hihi, dr, i am here again~"
dunno what happened d~
quite worried..and scare!!
almost every night can't sleep well~
maybe i think too much ??
really scare will become deaf.
*choi*
asked my parents why last time when i was small i go and check my left ear huh?
but, they seems like forget liao..
or not telling me the truth?
some more see before the photos of my inner part of my left ear.
i don think so ler..
*i really dunno why i last time when to check my left ear*
but i really hope it will recover soon..no need consult to the doctor.
but due to safety, i think consult to the doctor better~
health problem always falls on me~
dunno why..
mummy said later leg, later chest, later ear..haih~
i know my chest pain is 遗传~
last time took medicine before also d~
knee leh, hmm~ cant walk too much~
but now most of the time i am fine d~ ^.^

someone said i recently getting blur d~
haha..i admit that too..
every night din sleep enough~
always need to use "thinking" and guide me to sleep..
then there goes my dream~
some more some of the stuff i am not familiar with..
sure blur la~!!

well, tomorrow my new babe going to arrive d~
and once again,
thanks daddy and mummy
=)

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:45 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Saturday, November 28, 2009

end of my 2nd sem~




(above are all the christmas carol shooting~)

well, what can i said is.
i am gonna be 19 years old d!!!
OMG..its sooo unbeliveable.
last time in secondary school i was thinking faster be 18 years old.
and now..my 18 years old 青春 gonna pass soon~
really fast nia~
what i have done for this year??
-being a kindergarten helper and take care a lot of cute kids.
-came to university and study
-and met my honey in KL.
-and more...
2009, I LOVE YOU~
let me know more friends~
last time in secondary school,
my friends really limit!
hahahaha~
primary school de friends, where have you go?
especially the boys~
semua lik disappear in the world...
saw me also din say "hi" d~
and 1 year have past, i had graduated from secondary school for 1 year d~
fast nia~


this semester have ended.
just 1 more replacement class to go then i will start my final exam d~
well, a lot of this happened in this sem.
friendship and relationship..
semua pun ada~
facing a lot of problems in my life.
this sem is not quite happy as last sem.
but luckily that i have a group of friends who are crazy while caring~
thanks them a lot.
i think i never been so siao in my past life~
my friends in penang said i am not tat 斯文 anymore..
i gt "si wen" before meh..
(mayb bcoz yr mum always fetch me, thn i quiet only ma)
hahaha~
this sem i think i very active..
parents oso said cham liao~
yr "active cell" cant stop even 1 month~
lolx..
always been so active since primary school?
like to go here and there..
like to play around~
hope my basic maths can pass for this sem~
wish me luck ba friends..


outings in sunway pyramid

first time..such a big gang makan together..
seniors with juniors


choir concert oct'09..same batch coursemates


4 of us
KLCC trip~
thanks friends..
*hugs*



i look upon the moon and stars at 3:39 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Friday, November 27, 2009

coming soon~

final exam will starts on next Friday.
and i am a bit nervous now,
nervous about my subjects.
especially my basic maths.
hope everything will go very smoothly for this semester.

another thing that i cant imagine is,
we are going to Genting soon.
1 more week + to go..
and we are not that well prepared yet.
so good luck to us..hope wont get complained by the agent there.

besides that, i am going to move out from hostel d.
1 more week to go then i can say bye bye to my hostel room and roommate.
all those friends in hostel also gonna miss them~
and moving out to a new place.
hope everything is find there.
^^

Wen Dee brought us to her mum's japanese restaurant for dinner last night.
and what i can said that it was really delicious!
thanks to wen dee =)
and her relatives that gave us 50% discount on the meal yesterday.
and the dinner was filled with laughness.
even i went to toilet i also can heard their "high pitch laugh".
first time, went out dinner with them.
totally all seniors. only me and yun are the juniors.
well, thanks for their caring during the practice.

i gonna be super busy after exam.
gonna pack tones of things to genting.
and tones of things to xin chze's house.
and i totally have no idea how to pack.
especially this Genting trip, i think i will see everyone bring big luggage up there.
and not only 2, maybe 3.
so gonna desperate there a lot of things there d~
dunno what will happen up there.

good luck to my friends who are taking final exam.
all the best ya ^.^


i look upon the moon and stars at 9:37 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Sunday, November 22, 2009

不见了

遗失了好几件物品在这学期里~
似乎老毛病又开始发作了~
那天游泳时，把我心爱的手表给放在那里~
隔天到回去找，已经不存在了~
还没向家人招待一声。
不懂怎么开口~毕竟那是爸爸的血汗钱换来的~
是我不懂得珍惜~
我错了！对不起~
总觉得自己在这学期做错太多事了~
把自己搞得很狼狈似的~
花钱也花得非常的多~
上了理财营，导师曾经三番在四的提醒我们，
“是需要还是想要？”
看来我有时真的忘了这句“名言”
能省则省，是我目前做人的宗旨吧~
这几天都好像活在迷糊状态~
很想上自己几巴掌，
醒醒吧！


我终于体会到为什么人会对钱的贪念了~
钱啊钱，真希望自己可以中乐透~


这学期看了几对情侣的出现。
恭喜叻~
也看了一些朋友因为感情的问题而烦恼~
“感情”这两个字，最好别来找我~
我喜欢现在的生活~
因为我体会到一些事情~
* 从身边朋友的事情~
所以本小姐现在很享受BLA company 的生活~


今天也看了2012，
“震撼人心”是我能形容的词。
很精彩~
可是我不想想那么远~
我能过得了今天，其实对我而言已经很幸福了~
科技也很赞！
想必2012年的科技就会那样了吧~


考试接近了，只能对自己说加油了~
坦白说，现在的我，愧疚心非常的高~
无知的高~

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:35 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Friday, November 20, 2009

down

i hope now people can slap me a few times.
i hope now i can go for a meditation.
i hope now i can go n meet someone that can talk with me~
i hope now i can have a peaceful time~
i really dunno what to do now~
i hope someone can bring me out and refresh my mind~
i hope i can like some people now going out here and there
without anything to worry~
我真的希望现在有人会扶我一把~
因为我现在真的很痛苦~
看看校园，我真的希望可以向他们一样带着天真的笑容来上课~
羡慕他们的欢笑声~
我很怕自己懦弱~
就算外边的人怎么讽刺我或嘲笑我，我都选择接受~
我很怕自己崩溃~
我想回到那段无忧无虑的日子~
有时非常谢谢一些朋友所给的欢乐~
这些算是我的镇定剂~
镇定我的思想~
我有很多事情还没完成。
太多了~
可是我。。。
知道现在的自己是不对的~
不该这样~
一点都不像我！
i look upon the moon and stars at 1:44 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Thursday, November 19, 2009

thanks~

i should write this and thanks him..
lolx..no la..
our uncle, broke his record!!
for buying "siew pau" for us to eat..
and he belanja us somemore!!
soooo nan de!
all the way from seremban~
thanks ^.^

yummy le~
and a picture of uncle with the box of siew pau


and we did our 2nd photo shooting just now..
hope it will be succes d..
and now i am freaking tired and exhausted~
i got exam on this sat somemore~
and i have a lot of things haven't done~
and i paid a lot of money d~
i really pok gai~

changed to chinese..
老实说，最近都在为它而烦~
长辈们曾经告诉我别烦这些，
都不是你该烦的事~
好的~可是现在？
真的，每天通电话我真的很想告诉他们我心中的想法。
通完一通电话，我就很想哭~
会不会太over 了？
很多事情，已开始超出我忍耐的范围~
开始反感~
从来不会这样对我~
要求补偿一次给我，都不会！
不公平，是我内心的话~
i really hope i can stand on a field now and shout loudly
i know i might very bad~
i know people will say me childish.
uhh~
i am really frustrated with it sometime.
i don wanna quarrel with anyone here.
i try to endure every moment here what people did to me.
i hate to scold people and i hate to hurt people too.
i hate loosing a friendship or relationship.
what can i do now?
i really hope...
i can go to genting now
and scream loudly on top of the hill.
good luck


i look upon the moon and stars at 11:36 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

给她的~

a friend of mine been confessed by people d~
congratulations~
somemore is very good de friends neh~
so shock!!
someone invited me into the conversation..
wah..so serious..
asked me a lot of comment~
advice`
hahaha~
what you choose then i will respect yr decision ler..
friend, relationship things will make u very 烦 sometimes..
but think it maturely then you will find it easier.
make sure it wont affect yr studies.
since you know him sooo long d~
i din have such long friendship with boys oso neh~
lolx..
good luck le..
support you always..
and you are not under BLA company liao~
don siao siao~
i look upon the moon and stars at 11:28 PM
1 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

no topic

i ended my 2nd sem major class today.
teacher told me what to do during the holidays
good d~i got 2 more solo parts to complete.
and 1 of the solo it is not easy at all~
it may drive me crazy!! the grooooovveee~~!!!
feeling like wanna jump down from ...
before end the class, my lecturer let me hear some songs he did for Astro before.
walao.."those songs you arranged de ar??"
came out from my mind.
never think it before.
somemore MY FM theme song also got..
geng liao~

a lot of friends asked me what am i regretting recently.
hahaha~
after the chatting in msn?
i started to regret what i chose last time~
long time din chat till lik this d~
yea..i wish you good luck then~
good luck in your future~
the feeling was bad when i was chatting.
uhh~
i prefer the time now..
the moment now.
gossip with friends without any worry~
laughing without keeping my image.
i love this kind of moment.
talking nonsense..
bla bla bla~
all the best!


settled some stuff today.
but my beloved daddy worried a lot.
worried here and there.
cant blame him..too
hahaha..
because he loves me ma..
muahaha~~
SS.


p/s: counting down of christmas carol..3 more weeks to go~

i look upon the moon and stars at 9:15 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Monday, November 16, 2009

the answer

i regret d~!
and i am sorry~
>.<
and i felt very guilty now~
i look upon the moon and stars at 1:54 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Saturday, November 14, 2009

christmas carol photo shoot episode 1

we taken our 1st shoot for the christmas carol poster.
BUT IT FAILED!!!
arrgghh..
which means we need to retake again.
well, there are a few reasons that the agent rejected the photo.
-no santa claus
-girls make up not heavy enough
-1 of the girls did not wear stocking

we will take the photo again on the coming thursday.
and this time specially order..
MUST PUT VERY HEAVY MAKE UP!
well, someone said that she is going to shu uemura d..
purposely for the make up..
i salute her..
some of them said wanna use the chinese ink and do eye liner d~
first time..and i never put this kind of make up before.
so..thursday night.
i dare not see how all the girls will look, including me.
so scare i will finish my mum provide me de foundation.
haih~
luckily i got BB cream, just in case.
now doing checklist.
don't want last minute as the day before i only finish my final exam.
really very fast..
not till even 1 month~
we will be going up to Genting.
but unlucky we gonna sing in casino.
the air there is super duper not good at all!
will affect our lungs.
i don wan go there 2 weeks then kena TB.
*choi*
few more weeks to go..then i will finish my 2nd semester.
friends who study f6 now are so relax now.

my major class now started to be tougher and tougher d~
a lot of works to do~
improvisation and solo part~
gonna crazy soon~
next sem jury!!
must pass every electives!
and..
i am gonna move out!
honestly, i am glad!
as i helped my dad to kurang his 负担..
work so hard..everyday late night only come back~
friends and family,
enjoy yrs holiday~

the group picture


the men

the girls
all seniors, left me the only junior among the girls.
aiks
looking forward to the trip~
i look upon the moon and stars at 12:00 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Thursday, November 12, 2009

it's for you~

after viewing her blog, i started to write a post about her.

我的朋友~陈奕嘉
(i like to call you *multiply one plus* during primary school)
knew you for more than 10 years d lo...
time flies really fast.
i knew our first met was in YAMAHA right?
or primary school?
that time only 8 years old i think.
we learnt piano together in yamaha.
some more remember the evil teacher treated us very bad last time.
always use pencil beat my finger.
not a good memory for us when we were small.
so, that's why half way you asked me to give you mrs.heng hp no.
so finally we ended up got 2 piano teacher.
till the age of 15?
2 of us like Mrs.Heng a lot.
*missing beloved teacher now*
hahaha~
must thanks me neh, kary~
wakakakax
our mummy also always meet together..hahaha~
also like to talk about our future studies.
heard that you now very hardworking on yr cello.
good luck girl.
i really hope you can go to taiwan for you studies.
honestly, i did not even think that you will major cello one day.
i always think that you will major piano.
because your piano geng leh~
some more so many performance.
hope that everything will be very smooth throughout the audition.
go taiwan must miss me!
really unbelievable you will back to Taiwan one day~
i will miss you a lot friend~
lolx..
if i go taiwan, i will go and find you de~
good luck and all the best throughout the audition.
hope to see you soon.

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:43 AM
1 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Saturday, November 7, 2009

pok gai~

On thurs night, we girls(christmas carol group) decided to go Sg.Wang on Friday.
so urgent!
the genting agent came and let us try the costume..
walao@@
kena chosen for trying..
so mempersiasiukan diri.
as i m the smallest size among the girls.
@.@
some people de hp started to "use".
then because of the photo shoot for poster on tues,
all of us need to go and buy boots and make up stuff.
somemore must put heavy make-up.
din have that colour of eye-shadow also.
and i spent almost RM200 that day.
and today i realised that my toner gonna habis, my mask gonna habis
after been using so long.
and my hair...no shape liao..
how i wish i can work now..so that i no need to worry about money at all.
haih~
my boots has no high heels at all.
the other girls yes..so..good luck la..
we gonna sing and dance for 14 days..i cannot tahan with high heels.
although i know it will look prettier.
and bought some basic make-up stuff from Etude House and Skin Food.
and we took our costume to a tailor's shop to change the measurement.
and it costs RM48 for a costume.
Genting will claim for us as what they said.

beatrice and xin chze during the sectional practise.


in the tailor's shop with wen dee.


my boots..haha..from VOIR

products from Etude House and Skin Food.
and...i still need to spent money...
sigh~
sorry le, parents.

i look upon the moon and stars at 3:11 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

OneU + Sg.Wang

last Sunday, yong jia was so kind-hearted...
fetched us to One Utama there for shopping..
lolx..
so good..because of someone lo..
haiya..only sooo good fetch us out..
hahahah~
we went to shopping a while.
then go and bought some stuff.
then when paying at the counter,
i asked them wanna go sg.wang..
all of them said..ok ar..
lolx..
all of us still so awake.
so, yong jia dropped us at the LRT station then
we 4 girls went for shopping.
long time d..we girls din shop alone.
as recently lately when we went out,
sure the men will join us.
so..this time just girl's world.
a few of them said wanna "pok gai" d..
but luckily i did not.
i wait till last minute only buy..
actually i wanted to buy many clothes, but cant
must control...money management..
don simply buy things that u din really need it..
lolx..
next shopping will be buying cosmetic products for the christmas carol d..
ermm..any1 wanna accompany me??

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:52 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon