Friday, November 20, 2009

down

i hope now people can slap me a few times.
i hope now i can go for a meditation.
i hope now i can go n meet someone that can talk with me~
i hope now i can have a peaceful time~
i really dunno what to do now~
i hope someone can bring me out and refresh my mind~
i hope i can like some people now going out here and there
without anything to worry~
我真的希望现在有人会扶我一把~
因为我现在真的很痛苦~
看看校园，我真的希望可以向他们一样带着天真的笑容来上课~
羡慕他们的欢笑声~
我很怕自己懦弱~
就算外边的人怎么讽刺我或嘲笑我，我都选择接受~
我很怕自己崩溃~
我想回到那段无忧无虑的日子~
有时非常谢谢一些朋友所给的欢乐~
这些算是我的镇定剂~
镇定我的思想~
我有很多事情还没完成。
太多了~
可是我。。。
知道现在的自己是不对的~
不该这样~
一点都不像我！
i look upon the moon and stars at 1:44 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon