Friday, March 26, 2010

happenings

well, left xin xin's recital.
emily did good job today. and the response was good from the audience ^^
and next week gonna be super busy~

and i gonna miss my fren, kary yi kar!
she gonna leave soon..go for music studies in Taiwan.
gonna fly in another 2 or 3 weeks time.
oh dear~how am i gonna meet her?
i will damn miss her because i know her more than 10 years since yamaha JMC class i think.
our mum was very close too~
and now she is a big girl d..
gonna leave us here and went back to the place that she should be.

asked her when she gonna come back again.
she told me mayb 2 or 3 years time.
=.="""
that is long~ @@
how how how?
don so fast fly away la..
really hard to believe that you gonne leave us one day..
T T

anyway, this is yr choice.
we respect yr decision.
and plz don forget me!
if not...hehehe


kary and me

i look upon the moon and stars at 9:31 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Friday, March 19, 2010

its over..and jury is the next!

yea..i finished my recital.
no need to worry too much.
and waiting for jury on April.
I need some comment on my recital just now.
Still got many things to improve.
i wanna improve...

and sunday will be going out with my friends.
i think this will be the last time we wil b going out .
after that we will gonna 100% focus on our jury liao.
mai play play..
i hope can get good marks.
hope..
i wish upon the stars
i look upon the moon and stars at 3:57 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Sunday, March 14, 2010

yey~

We went to Italiannise for lunch last friday.
however, we managed our budget well.
the dish there really delicious~
and took some pictures at mid valley for the deco of Alice In the Wonderland~






i look upon the moon and stars at 12:20 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Monday, March 8, 2010

beh siok!

坦承自己最近的情绪起伏很大~
很不爽~
yea, maybe i am so stupid that go and think too much.
no people here understand me well~
i need people who understand me and cares me.
please..
responsibility!
i am facing that now.
really don understand why people always can so happy while i always so upset.
why ppl can go shopping while i am very 烦？？
i hate those people having fun while i am very busy or fan.
too many things i keep in my heart!
feel like wanna give myself a feel slap.
feel like sometimes 对自己或别人都不够坦承！
this is what i angry about.

always know how to think about people's feel.
but people got think about my feel or not?
always know how to care about people.
but people got care my feel or not??
always help people but ended up i din really get help from people also.
true friends are getting lesser.
i so wish i can go back to penang and study with my friends.
they are really true.
they are the one who really cares about me.

honestly, its hard to find friends that cares about me and know me well.
haih~
i really beh siok now!!!
i don wanna say out what i beh siok now!
becoz whn i say out, ppl wil say i think too much..
i guess there is only a friend who really know me here.
as she is really good ^^



i look upon the moon and stars at 1:16 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Saturday, March 6, 2010

what the hell is this??!

well my unit now is facing serious problem.
which the plumber gonna break the toilet's wall soon.
stupid!
why huh??
why must like this..
so much things let me to handle here and there.
not blaming others.
like i always been fated to handle big job since...dunno~
somemore the responsibility is not tat *light*
and i felt so guilty now nia~
did send a mail to my owner to complain.
some people may think that i should write in a fierce way.
but i don think i will do that.
as i still got almost 2 years contract with her somemore.
i don wan later she don wan peduli me at all if i complain again.
between, i also don like to fierce people.
unless the people really gek me till..
tats y always kena said by parents..
i am too *lovely*
lovely till people sometimes will bully me!
can i be don't so kind-hearted?!
hmmm..
who can gv me ans??


this time very good...
when i am the facing problems, no people supporting me or what.
really upset nia..
last time while facing problems,
parents will be the 1st one who stand beside me and told me what to do.
but today,
special!
lolx..
after the plumber came, i only tell what happened.
and i realise that ppl's support is very(x100) important lor~

now my house totally no water supply.
sendiri cut own house de water supply.
i din even realised that the water leakage was so serious..
scared me just now!
(the plumber said till lik the whole angkasa gonna flood @@)

and can i stop to be the 中间人？
this word always be with me since secondary school.
haih~
and i am now letting myself to be calm.
but seems lik cant.
din even have the mood to study my CE~

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:26 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

its hurt

i regret i went to yam cha just now..
it din turn out any good thing but just gave me a bad thing!!
you should know what i wanna say.
think about it !
if the person who kena shoot is you, what will you think?!
its really beh siok to me..
you guys are lucky to meet me, somemore i am in a good mood.
if not, i sure siam away first.
its not worth to continue talk to you also!

just beware what you are talking.
you might not hurt others but you are hurting me!
you might thinking of i can accept and i am very open-minded.
please!!!
i am not so open-minded in that kind of stuff.
you are not welcome!!!

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:33 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Monday, March 1, 2010

反感

最近真的开始反感了。
或许，我不懂得表达自己的想法。
有时，让我觉得很烦恼。
可以给我多点的私人空间吗？
我也很想活啊~
这样子，我只想选择疏远。
我知道你们是为我好。
可是，我有选择的权利吧！
摆脱，我很想对你们好些，你们也宽容一下吧~
因为我，最终还是我。
你们到最后只会让我走回原路而已。

最近，领悟到了一些事。
当你伤心时，就当作是给自己一个假期。
这个假期肯定让你看开了很多事。
i look upon the moon and stars at 8:07 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon