Monday, March 8, 2010

beh siok!

坦承自己最近的情绪起伏很大~
很不爽~
yea, maybe i am so stupid that go and think too much.
no people here understand me well~
i need people who understand me and cares me.
please..
responsibility!
i am facing that now.
really don understand why people always can so happy while i always so upset.
why ppl can go shopping while i am very 烦??
i hate those people having fun while i am very busy or fan.
too many things i keep in my heart!
feel like wanna give myself a feel slap.
feel like sometimes 对自己或别人都不够坦承!
this is what i angry about.

always know how to think about people's feel.
but people got think about my feel or not?
always know how to care about people.
but people got care my feel or not??
always help people but ended up i din really get help from people also.
true friends are getting lesser.
i so wish i can go back to penang and study with my friends.
they are really true.
they are the one who really cares about me.

honestly, its hard to find friends that cares about me and know me well.
haih~
i really beh siok now!!!
i don wanna say out what i beh siok now!
becoz whn i say out, ppl wil say i think too much..
i guess there is only a friend who really know me here.
as she is really good ^^



i look upon the moon and stars at 1:16 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon