Thursday, February 24, 2011

a lesson to be learnt

major lecturer told me the same thing..
same goes to my minor lecturer told me today !!!
its just the same 道理.

why ar why ar??
why am i heading to that direction ??
i know my major lecturer is working hard to pull me back
and bring me to the right direction.
"where is your potential?"
not that i am in a bad direction now..just that..haih~
how hard work he is..how disappoint he is..
i always can see..
i just feel really very sorry =(
T T

minor teacher also said almost the same thing.
i have to appreciate it.

It was really a good advice by both lecturer
if i own something which is born naturally and given by God,
i should appreciate it and use it.
instead of wasting it.

the moral of this week.
appreciate it and use it~


i look upon the moon and stars at 11:45 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

up side down

everything is just so up side down.
some people really very fake in front of you.
act like angel in front of you but ...
haih~~

expected from you too.
sigh~
just don't understand.

i look upon the moon and stars at 7:49 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Saturday, February 19, 2011

原地。跑

很多事情都很犹豫~
我该不该去sabah?
因为，太多事情要完成~
也怕，自己会垮下来！
因为我害怕面对眼前的事实。。。

我该不该玩latin as my jury?
怕玩了，只是在害自己退步~
看了Eric Li那场表演，更不用说~
都不懂决定是对还是不对！
the chicken 又太难了，mambo inn 又太危险了~
信心不再像以前一样，完全是零吧~

别人都说你选的歌都很难hor??
no choice...i seems like fated to suffer in this~
is my beloved lecturer TK who suggested all the songs...@@
hopeless la saya...T T
really hopeless...

真的失去了方向，有时不懂自己为何练来练去都满足不到自己？
是的，我退步了！
是不是应该hallelujah 了呢？
我，还是去洗厕所吧
我，让很多人失望了~
抱歉~
*鞠躬*

如果问我好不好，
老实的说，很不好~
又太多事情要面对
人，事物。。。
太多了~
不过，我会学习~


经过了很多风波，有时很希望自己是渺小的~
什么都不要！
做个平凡人也好！

新年过后的大家，显得特别忙碌~
谁说，读音乐系是简单的~空闲的！
忙得比大明星还要忙！

故事也很精彩！
只能说，一月+二月--->很戏剧化的月份

只期望，
明天会更好！
大家，一起努力吧！


i look upon the moon and stars at 2:01 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

speecless!!!!!

i am just speechless now..
help people keep secret is kinda hard also ler..
%#!@#*
really don't understand what people is thinking sometime ~
really want scold that person STUPID!!!
sooooo speechless..

yea, maybe i sounds stupid ~
but no choice~~
i have to choose this way.

sorry lor everyone !
*disappear...*
i look upon the moon and stars at 10:53 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Saturday, February 12, 2011

happy CNY with music peeps

back to KL.
everything was so packed throughout this week.
morning out, night only came back.
very tired..

few songs waiting me to transcribe.
i gonna siao soon ler.. T T
all is hard songs.
not easy songs ler..
help me ~~~~~

has been lao shang from Tuesday till Friday.
continously 4 days of lao shang!!
first ever i tried this in my life..
i really love music peeps a lot.
they are so friendly and caring too ...

Tuesday : lao shang with Swift Tone
Swift tone : a group of accapella by 8 person.
4 girls 4 boys.
that was our first performance.

Wednesday : our lovely jiawen's 21st birthday.
finally you are a big girl d =)

Thursday : Emily's open house
thanks to her family for inviting us for the dinner..
the dishes were owesome =)

Friday : thanks to Simmy's family too.
more music peeps were invited to her house.
big house nia..
can go jamming next time
hehehehe


stress with jury songs.
dunno go where to find drummer when one song is chosen.
haih~~~
everyone is start practising for their jury song with band.
but i ... T T
not even started yet.
really wanna smack myself.

haih~
no choice...my degree life seems like getting busier after CNY~

i need a break.
but seems like no break when i looking forward to my coming soon days..
its all like cramp together.
this is what we called as degree life!!

degree rocks !!!


with Swift Tone


Emily's House


Simmy's House


part of us..

Happy CNY friends..
i will appreciate what i have now =)

i look upon the moon and stars at 9:05 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

so close- Jon McLaughlin

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

p/s : really a nice song..if can play in MBE..thn good lor..
i look upon the moon and stars at 4:46 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Friday, February 11, 2011

ahhh...stress ar!

i wish i never promise to sign up for recital.
sigh~
made me almost wan ki siao today.
lecturer disallowed us to drop and good luck la!
tomorrow is my band 8 recital !!!
*congratulations and celebrations* !!!!

really breathless ler..
i really appreciate the time when i got time to sit down and rest =)
lao sang continuosly for 3 days d~~

haih...~~
too many things to fan ~
jury songs feel like wanna die~
mambo ar mambo ~~
y are u sooooo HARD??!!
T T
can anyone lent me a shoulder or gv me a hug??

February, is not a good month..
seems like it will gonna be a long +tough month
...............
i look upon the moon and stars at 12:48 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Monday, February 7, 2011

lost + can i quit?

can i quit everything that not suppose to be mine??
honestly, doesn't like my life now.
what a hectic life..
and some more have to work out with some people with attitude problems.

Too many things i would like to quit.
i wish i am not there.
i wish i am not 1 of them.
i wish i am stupid too!
i wish i never started ~
i wish i never join~

i hate who am i now.
wasting a lot of time and ended up do not practice piano till
scare to face lecturer.
i am not improving at all~
sigh~
lost direction honestly.
because i am not well prepared!

honestly, i am speechless when i back to school.
this few nights seems like have to back home after 10pm!
i am so gonna ki siao soon~

and have to adopt tis kind of "situation" now which makes me suffer.
i don't really how to face the problems in front of me actually.
i really don't know how.
i don't want to ruin up everything.

too many things to be done.
quizzes and assignments made me stretch like a monkey!

yea, lost my directions.
people keep on asking me what i wanna work after i graduate?
i choose not to say coz if i say it, feels like a commitment.
apparently, don't know who am i .
i cant focus well.
sometimes lost direction what should i practice on the piano.
why i am being so lazy??
why i am being so kind-hearted?
am i so good to be fooled oso?
sigh~

*Cramp*
i look upon the moon and stars at 11:38 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Saturday, February 5, 2011

新年快乐

新年快乐！！
happy chinese new year~

i am back to penang!
yahoo~

anyway, i had a very full reunion diner @ pahang.
too bad that some families were not there.

Has been waiting for steamboat since reunion dinner.
and only mum's side here will have steamboat.
so siok!!
eat till very full~

popo's assam laksa is always the best!
best till dunno how 2 say~~~
even those hawker oso lose till cham cham!
hehehehe


yea..everyone say i m gaining weight d..
so my on diet plan is going to start when school reopen.
Because i got mission to be accomplished!!!!
hahahaha XD

well, i got many assignments still haven't done yet.
but i still haven't finish enjoy la~~~
and one week is over d~
if ppl asked me how am i~
i will say "ok"
time will heal more better of me!! =)

冲啊！
i look upon the moon and stars at 1:16 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Thursday, February 3, 2011

梦

梦还是一样~

心里其实已经好多了，
可是不懂为什么还会梦见。

很想打醒自己~

够了~真的够了~
我不想要在梦下去！

因为，很折磨~
i look upon the moon and stars at 9:17 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon