Monday, February 7, 2011

lost + can i quit?

can i quit everything that not suppose to be mine??
honestly, doesn't like my life now.
what a hectic life..
and some more have to work out with some people with attitude problems.

Too many things i would like to quit.
i wish i am not there.
i wish i am not 1 of them.
i wish i am stupid too!
i wish i never started ~
i wish i never join~

i hate who am i now.
wasting a lot of time and ended up do not practice piano till
scare to face lecturer.
i am not improving at all~
sigh~
lost direction honestly.
because i am not well prepared!

honestly, i am speechless when i back to school.
this few nights seems like have to back home after 10pm!
i am so gonna ki siao soon~

and have to adopt tis kind of "situation" now which makes me suffer.
i don't really how to face the problems in front of me actually.
i really don't know how.
i don't want to ruin up everything.

too many things to be done.
quizzes and assignments made me stretch like a monkey!

yea, lost my directions.
people keep on asking me what i wanna work after i graduate?
i choose not to say coz if i say it, feels like a commitment.
apparently, don't know who am i .
i cant focus well.
sometimes lost direction what should i practice on the piano.
why i am being so lazy??
why i am being so kind-hearted?
am i so good to be fooled oso?
sigh~

*Cramp*
i look upon the moon and stars at 11:38 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon